Being too loud

What is to be very loud? Is it to talk on loud noise? Nah, I would say. It’s talking for hours together to the same person on a daily basis and they seem to be at all interested!

Is there a way out? How long one can keep themselves busy? Not very long! My experience says so. All that something that is lacking is one good companion who can just be with you at all times. With whom you feel safe, the one with whom you can talk hours together and never ever be tired!

Who could find one like that? I don’t have anyone like that. Everyone is caught in the cobwebs of manifestation! I feel like I’m the only person on earth who has nothing to do important. Everyone is busy!!

Who really is wrong? Is it me who has the real human thing in me or is it everyone around me who has turned unreal else is it me who is laying behind?